Your pain hurts me too

It breaks my heart.

Break my heart instead.


I hate.
Hate
seeing you like this.

Never ever

this just sucks.


it's not even worth thinking about it.
Because you already know it's never going to be the way you want.

Peter Doherty

Nothing but love to this man.

One year older.

Happy birthday to me.
I've wasted yet another year of my life.
16.
Who cares anyways.


Congratulations,
you survived this year too.

you're green, you don't know what love means

I listened to that song today.
It's been months since i last heard it.
And today was the first time, in a long long time that i really felt something listening to a song.
Really felt something.
It sent shivers down my spine.
Punched me in the stomach
And filled my heart with sorrow and laughter at the same time.


I think I'm quite emotionally handicapped

It's all about the darkness

Fall has always felt like the season of loneliness, heartbreak, tears, tea, books and movies.
Feeling like you're always walking around in the dark with the cold wind surrounding you.
Rain every other day
Rain on the inside - In your soul and your heart.

Always with an apathetic feeling.
Feeling empty, lost, and lone.


Lying on your bed with music in your ears, a song on repeat.
Listening to the lyrics and feeling your heart beat too hard.
Letting the words fill your heart with pain.
At the same time - it's making you feel alive when nothing else can.

I'm the rain

Anxiety has taken over today.
My room is filled with empty coffee cups.
It's been raining all day.
And I've been spending a whole lot of time alone in the dark.

Such a fun Saturday!